could be worse.

today i woke up a little nauseous. i got up anyway and went to class. during class i felt myself turning pale and laid my head on my desk for a good twenty minutes before rushing to the bathroom. when i got back from splashing water on my face i felt all better and the rest of class was interesting and fun. since i felt ok, i stopped at walmart too, picked up some father's day cards and some gift cards for weddings. i got home just in time for the queasy feeling to come back and after eating a small lunch i crashed on the couch. the next three hours were filled with heat waves and shivers and a dream here and there. when i finally pulled myself off the couch i felt better. i walked into the kitchen to figure out what to make for dinner. it was already 6:30 and nothing sounded easy enough to make, so i was hoping that i would open the fridge and a miraculous meal would appear. something that everyone in the house would love and praise me for. but on my way into the kitchen i glanced at the calendar. that's when i realized it's june. which meant two things; i had missed an immunization appointment this morning,{oops!} and a chiropractor appointment this afternoon.{i at least called on that one.} and while i started feeling crappy and lazy for being such a flake, june also reminded me of this and this.

and boy am i grateful for a little nausea! and that i can go to the store if i want. or school, even when i feel queasy. i can't believe it's been a year already since i laid in that hospital bed for days, preparing for the worst, rather...expecting it.

{oh and if you're wondering what happened with dinner. bowen had cereal (don't judge i know you've done it) and i had ben and jerry's! yep...a meal was waiting for me...it was just in the freezer!}

{...james' dinner is yet to come....i'm thinking a frozen pizza will do the trick for him!}